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Perversity Is Its Own Reward

by He Dark Age

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1.
Will anybody question or recognise? My shadow puppet skull Bleeding in my hands And our skin it is wrinkled Hanging off its bones All these signs are deliverance For my eyes need the lies That come from great pity That come in the night When the city sleeps coldly And the rain finally arrives Here I stand on the tropic Waist deep in the mud of our foul love Now if the truth is sacrosanct I believe it can't harm To avoid its white light a while And breathe the stale air Of a place called memory Another named regret But I guess we've said all this before And my eyes have found the lies That come from great pity That come in the night When the city sleeps coldly And the rain finally arrives Here I stand on the tropic Waist deep in the mud of our foul love Yeah here I stand on the tropic My hand raised and I'm rolling toward the sun
2.
There are fires burning Yet no sign of rain And the birds in the sky Are no longer the same ... BIRDS!! A girl needs to know What a girl needs to know And going to seed What more could we need? And if life has taught me one thing It's that life has no meaning Oh, to give up and not go on it's an option I know But its not a very Good one There are no fires burning And no sign of rain And the birds in the sky Are just the same ... BIRDS !! That man's got to go He just makes me feel strange As the birds in the sky Sing me songs of my pain And if life has taught me one thing It's that life has no meaning Oh, to give up and not go on it's an option I know But its not a very good one So we go on and on and on, On with our shit Even though, you know, We don't really like ... IT
3.
Above your wetlands beyond your foul hands Over rocks and broken bones In the shadow of the sun Novacaine came And washed my pain away Like you'll never know You'll never, ever know Above your soup kitchen soul Across your sodden ground In the light of the lung And raised beyond the pale Codiene came And washed my pain away Like you'll never know You'll never, ever know I built a causeway above All those naked and those dead And the mothers and the fathers Well the weak we carry on Where the love that is housed Beneath these borrowed clothes Well its a fountainhead of madness In a woe-begotten tale Above the down below Under a burning eye A road away from the right Morphine came And washed my pain away Like you'll never know You'll never, ever know I built a causeway above All those naked and those dead And the mothers and the fathers Well the weak we carry on Where the love that is housed Beneath these borrowed clothes Well its a fountainhead of madness In a woe-begotten tale ... A woe-begotten tale etc
4.
I am broken I'm beaten Weighed down, defeated Still I know Yeah I know I'm borrowed I'm breaking Sanguine in my waiting Still I know Yeah I know That the sun comes tomorrow The winter is near And I'll be strong Yeah I'll be strong I'll catch the king Slaughter his dogs Eat from their bowls Sleep in the know that ... Like mountains upon the ocean floor I'll see the sun once more Come out from behind my hands And stand ... In the lie of the light In the long of the night On my own Yeah, on my own See the lie of the light Is the last In a long line of lies Understand? I'll catch the king Slaughter his dogs Eat from their bowls Sleep in the know that ... Like mountains upon the ocean floor I'll see the sun once more Come out from behind my hands And stand ...
5.
Vapidly 04:17
Looking into pools looking in through glass eyes So much is blurred So much is sweetened by time Those little things in fading winter light Slow tables, sweet lips And the cold sea spray A low hum In the distance Vapidly Inconsequential ... now And now what have I done For all the people I know? Nothing but nothing Except to teach them to loathe (themselves) I sit and I hear the morning As it comes And the darkness retreating Along with my soul Its dark, hard secrets For the soon to let go A low hum In the distance Vapidly Inconsequential ... now
6.
Passed Lives 03:24
Stolen fragments of happier times I never know when not to lie Sad in stupidity And poor shit diplomacy Little movements and little smiles Youthful laughs and youthful trials A tired body in a small room If not today, if not at all On fire!! Like the moonlight Too obvious to see And one million miles from The man now The little man now The man now The fucking man now Stroke Thank God for the future For I forget all my past And can only hope That collected in some foul sump Are the better words and better deeds Waiting to be retrieved At a later date Just like the song says, yeah ... On fire!! Like the moonlight Too obvious to see And one million miles from The man now The little man now The man now The fucking man now Stroke
7.
Deadened E 02:40
Down from the mountain At journey's end I saw a sign, clearly for me And it said 'appreciate all nonsense and trash ... and never, ever, get out of its way' Blow through the reeds Make husks bend Cracked open suitcase As the reeds sing And I know of nothing, nothing at all And I hear from no-one, no-one at all* And is that a gift for? I'll hide it from the world And I will sing this song Never again, no not anymore (* this line is not sung on this version because someone couldn't count the number of bars when programming the drum machine)
8.
In the rented words we've butchered The borrowed shoes that we've scuffed In the broken hues of tomorrow The touch of that blackened sky We can feel the pain of each other As we burden ourselves with our lives And the time we waste on each other Our eyes can't disguise the demise On the train home, yeah In the checkout queue, oh fucking yeah In the quiet of the evening's roarings The glacial calm of my sleep Whistle stop, the grey beards gather Eyeing off the platform edge The great noise of tiny resentments Echoes on down the line All hail the kings of indifference High priests of pointlessness Not for us the grand gestures Not for us the final stand On the train home, yeah Dead drunk on the lounge, oh fucking yeah In the quiet of the evening's roarings The glacial calm of my sleep On the journey to the end of the night, yeah Death on the instalment plan How do we find the strenth tomorrow To do again what we endured today? On the train home, yeah In the checkout queue, oh fucking yeah Staring blankly at the TV screen, yeah Dead drunk on the lounge, oh fucking yeah On the train to work again ...
9.
I feel like deliverying myself Setting my soldiers free To lie in the long summer grass Just let them be But I feel like I'm deluding myself Sitting here on fire While the storm breaks outside And my eyes look down From burning black sun Cooling in its fire A long wait over Fully able to lie Down with the enemy Sleep 'til its dawn Lie awake and say Lie awake and say I'm in love with the world And it's in love with me I'm in love with the world And I sleep so easily I decided to change my name And read uncomfortable words Where I am right and I am wrong And call my friend A blazing black sun Cooling in its fire His long wait over So able to lie Down with me as enemy Sleeping through dawn Awaking to say He awakes to say I'm in love with the world And it's in love with me I'm in love with the world And she's in ove with me I'm in love with the world And it's in love with me I'm in love with your world And I sleep so easily
10.
When you were naked In front of me At long last I felt nothing Oh strangely I felt nothing And dug in your thigh In the dark, anon And almost cried I closed my eyes Then headed anywhere But there with you Uncomfortably dissolved Like sugar In weak tea The tuba filled with salmon Shivers in its sleep and dreams Of dismemberment And schemes of Gifts to the undeserving Gifts to the undeserving like The harm bracelet Silver lung Iron tongue Cheque, sword and the Cut snake madness of us all Cut snake madness of us all Here And now When I was gone You rolled over and kicked the light Then lay a long time not breathing at all Lit up a cigarette and walked outside Looked to the stars Shook your head Then stared at the ground The tuba filled with salmon Shivers in its sleep and dreams Of dismemberment And schemes of Gifts to the undeserving Gifts to the undeserving like The harm bracelet Silver lung Iron tongue Cheque, sword and the Cut snake madness of us all Cut snake madness of us all Here And now
11.
Alone The windows and blinds now closed A house in darkness and I I in repose Naked on a mattress on a floor Trying to recall what it was to be young Oh God, to be someone Not of this place nor this time Unfettered and totally unafraid Not closed, closed away And afraid of what has gone and what will come for this man This man closed away So I try I open the windows and blinds Watch now as the shadows they fall Across my dust ladened floor To wherever it is they fall And I wonder What becomes of me? This man alone Alone in his New dreary The same As the old Dreary

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Two songs we recorded when making the 2016 album, 'Obscurity Is Its Own Reward', didn't make the final release. They form the basis of this motley collection of tunes. The album is completed by recordings of six songs Newsome wrote 20 years ago or thereabouts, plus three new songs.

The title and cover of this release reflect that this is (at least in our minds) very much a companion to 'Obscurity Is Its Own Reward', albeit more of a straightforward pop/rock, um, thingy ...

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released August 17, 2017

All songs recorded on Pro Tools at Tony's place in his rock room.

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He Dark Age Brisbane, Australia

He Dark Age is a collaboration between Paul Newsome (Pork, The Sump etc) and Tony Milner (Swell Guys, No-V-Bleet etc). We were mostly active from around 1986 to 1990 or so in Brisbane, but have started working together again with new releases from 2013. ... more

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